Kelley tagged me.

Rules: Each person posts the rules before their list, then they list 8 things about themselves. At the end of the post, that person tags and links to 8 other people then visits those peoples sites and comments letting them know that they have been tagged, and to come read the post, so they know what they have to do.

My eight thing
1. Im going to be 21 in August. A lot of times I think that I have wasted too much time doing nothing and I worry about my future.
2. I am trapped in a vicious cycle of thoughts that rarely allow me to be the person I THINK I am. But, in recent years ive taken great steps on overcoming my anxiety and bipolar disorder. Anyone can do it, you can too.
3. I spend and UNGODLY amount of time on the internet. I even have a regular chat room and a regular forum I visit. That makes me an ubergeek.
4. Today (Sunday, June 10th, 2007) my black Moor, No eyed Jack, died. I cried.
5. Sometimes I wish things were different
6. My mom is one of my best friends, along with my cousin Kelley. Other than these two people, I consider myself alone in this world.
7. I feel like I have a very special relationship with my cat. Like he is my familiar. I adopted him almost a year ago from an animal shelter. He has turned out to be a very good friend.
8. My father is an opiate addict of 20 years. He chose them over a life with me and my mother. I have given him chance after chance to be a part of my life and it just doesnt happen. We do not currently speak or have any sort of relationship with each other. I love him a lot and wish that he was a part of my life. A lot of times I talk about him as if he is in my life, but he isnt.