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Think about it. Do not write it off as something silly. Imagine how many hands a single dollar bill passes through each day…imagine how many people would wonder about the words written on that peice of paper, who may agree with them and decide to be another link in our chain..just imagine.

I got this in an e-mail from a friend. I thought id share.

Well, 9 is considered to be a very lucky number here. If a person’s birthdate is 9 or adds up to 9, then that person is considered as fortunate and lucky, enjoying a good degree of protection from God. In fact, people here pay extra money to get vehicle numbers totalling 9. My vehicle number is 6336. My mobile number adds up to 9. My new house number where we will be shifting next year is 603. Ill tell you some interesting things about 9 which will make you realize its significance and how fortunate you are:

1. Nine (known or observed) planets

2. Nine month gestation period in human birth process (from Linda Goodman’s Starsigns, 1987). Note: might this be the process during which the human consciousness becomes fused with, or attuned to, the resonant frequency of “9″?

3. Human mean normal respiration rate is 18 times per minute (ibid.)

4. Human mean normal heartbeat is 72 times a minute (ibid.)

5. Average number of heartbeats per hour is 4,320 (ibid.)

6. Average number of respirations per hour is 1,080 (ibid.)

7. Average number of respirations per 24 hour period is 25,920 (ibid.)

8. 25,920 is also the length of a sidereal year (ibid.)

9. There are 360 degrees in a circle (ibid.)

10. In the Catholic practice of Novenas, prayer services last 9 nights (ibid.)

11. Traditionally, the Romans were known to bury their dead on the 9th day of the death (ibid.)

12. Some cultures measure time in terms of very long cycles. In the Hindu tradition the present cycle of time consists of 432,000 years. This is called the “Kali Yuga”. The great cycle in which the Kali Yuga falls consists of 4,320,000 years (Campbell, The Inner Reaches Of Outer Space, 1986)

13. The Icelandic tradition tells of the great warrior hall in which there were 540 doors. Through each door there would come 800 divine warriors (ibid.). Okay, so 800 doesn’t reduce to 9. But check it out: 800 warriors are coming through each of 540 doors. 800 x 540 = 432,000 warriors!

14. A Greek version of the history of Babalonia says that between the time of the building of the first city, Kish, and the time of the Great Flood (as recounted in the Bible) there elapsed a total of 432,000 years (ibid.)

15. By totaling the life spans of the ten patriarchs from Adam to Noah (which marks the time of the Great Flood), the length of time equals 1,656 years (ibid.)

16. According to the research of Joseph Campbell, the number 9 is traditionally associated with the Goddess Mother Of The World. In India there are a total of 108 names associated with this Goddess (ibid.)

17. In Roman Catholic Europe, the cathedral bells ring 3 + 3 + 3 (morning, noon, evening) and then it rings 9 times to celebrate the virgin birth of the Savior (ibid.)

18. The Catholic rosary consists of beads strung in a pattern of 5 groups of 10 beads, with a single bead in the space between the five groups, for a total of 54 beads.

19. The pyramid on the back of the U.S. one-dollar bill is an old Masonic symbol and is made up of 72 stones, representing the tetragrammaton, the Hebrew 4-letter name for God: YHVH

20. The numerological value of YHVH is 9

21. The numerological value of the word LOVE is 9. One of the words from the Grek-5 list was God-9, making the word-phrase “God-9″ reminiscent of the old axiom, “God is Love”.

22. The ancient unit of measure known as the cubit is generally considered to be about equal to 18 inches. According to the Bible, the cubit dimensions of Noah’s Ark, when converted to inches would be 5,400 in. x 900 in. x 540 in., all multiples of 9.

23. When the cubit dimensions of the Ark Of The Covenant (Exodus 25:10) are converted to inches the measurements are 45 in. x 27 in. x 27 in., all multiples of 9.

24. The biblical book of Revelations (chapt. 21) speaks of a great “city” to come to earth from out of the sky. It is called the New Jerusalem. The city is described as a cube, exactly 12,000 furlongs in all directions. No, 12,000 doesn’t reduce to 9. However, converted to the english foot, this equals 7,920,000 feet, which does reduce to 9.

25. The word ENLIGHTENMENT is the only word in the English language in which the letters E-I-G-H-T-E-E-N appear in that order (Lyons, The Language Crystal,1988)

26. It has often been said the game of baseball is a metaphor for life. The game does have several connections to the number 9. There are 9 players on a team. The bases are 90 feet apart. There are 9 innings to a regular game. There are probably more, but I kind of like this rather obscure one: The Knickerbocker Baseball Club drafted the rules extablishing the 9-player team in 1845. 1+8+4+5=18 (1+8=9 )!

27. A man named Carl Munck has developed a geomathematical grid (latitude and longitude) system where the prime meridian runs through the center of the Great Pyramid at Giza. This grid system links all of the known ancient stone monuments on earth with the anomalous, possibly artificial structures in the cydonia region of Mars. Munck’s formula identifies the “grid point value” for the Great Sphinx as 5400. (Information regarding Carl Munck’s geo-mathematical grid formula can be accessed on the internet at http://www.greatdreams.com/gem1.htm. This is the web site of a small group of researchers known as The Code Gang, of which I am a member.

28. According to Michael Lawrence Morton, one of the Code Gang, the known arc distance on Earth from Pole to equator is exactly 5400 nautical miles.

29. Also from M. L. Morton, the polar circumference of Earth is 21,600 nautical miles. He notes also that according to Munck’s earth grid formula, 21,600 is the precise Grid Latitude of Stonehenge.

30. And again from M.L.M., 7920 is the number of statute miles of the mean diameter of Earth.

31. The number 144 is the Gematrian equivalent for “light”.

32. Revelation 13:18, Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and the number is Six hundred threescore and six (666). However, according to Lawrence William Lyons, the word for “a man” in the original Greek is anthropos, also used to mean “mankind”. And no article “a” appears in the Greek text. Further, the word for “his” in “his number is” can be read as “its” implying no gender. So the Bible may say that 666 is the number of “humanity” or “mankind” (Lyons, The Language Crystal).

33. In order to become a Zen Master, one must solve 54 koans, or puzzles which require deep insight and enlightenment (Ibid.).

34. Many Buddhists and Hindus wear sets of 108 beads (Ibid.).

35. The mystic American Indian, Black Elk, in Black Elk Speaks, said he had “The Great Vision” at 9 and “was no good for anything till 18″ (Ibid.).

36. Lyons also reports that, according to the World Book Encyclopedia, the average speed of the Earth in its orbit around the sun is 666 miles per hour (Ibid.).

37. In Einstein’s formula we see E=M(C^2). That’s Mass (M) multiplied by the Speed Of Light squared (C^2). Is it just coincidence that if we replace the M and C with their reduced numerological equivalents, respectively 4 (M) and 3 (C), and perform the mathematical function we get 36, which also reduces to 9? Or, here’s something interesting: If we alter that equation to read E=MC squared, we get E=144, which reduces to 9 and is the traditional Gematrian equivalent for “light”. Synchronistically, the english alphanumerological value of the phrase SPEED OF LIGHT is 126 which also reduces to 9.

John Lennon believed that the number 9 affected everything in his life. He and son Sean shared a birthday of 9 October. Future manager Brian Epstein first attended a Beatles concert at the Cavern in Liverpool on 9 November 1961 and clinched a record deal with Emi on 9 May 1962 . the group’s first record, “Love Me Do” was on Parlophone 4949. Lennon met Yoko Ono on 9 November 1966 and thought that it significant that their New York apartment was on West 72 nd street and their Dakota home was no.72 (7+2 = 9). Similarly, he placed great store by the fact that, as a student, he had taken the no.72 bus from his home to Liverpool Art College . The fixation sometimes manifested itself in his songs which included such titles as “Number 9 Dream”, Revolution 9″ and “One After 909″, written at his mother’s house – 9 Newcastle Road , Wavertree. Lennon was shot dead by Mark Chapman late on the evening of 8 December 1980 in New York but the five-hour time difference meant that it was 9 December in Liverpool . His body was taken to the Roosevelt Hospital on Ninth Avenue .

It happened when I watched this video.
And, more specifically..it happened when I read the video description.

I have had a lot of death in my family. Human death. Its been happening pretty much since I was born, however..ive never ever had a “pet” die. I dont really even like referring to our little furrie companions as “pets.” Claude is not my pet. We have a relationship. I take care of him and he loves me and I love him. He really loves both me and Soda a lot and its very obvious to us. Just the other day Claude was laying on the back of the couch and Soda came home. Whenever we come home we just drop everything and run to greet him because hes been left without us for a while. So Soda came up to him and put his face about a foot away from Claudes and said..”Hey Claude..youre sleepy..I can tell” then Claude reached out as far as he could just to touch Sodas face. He is our friend.

A lot of people dont understand this relationship that some humans have with our animal companions. Even some “pet owners” dont understand it. You raise this creature, it is not even a human, it cannot identify with us as humans, we cannot identify with them as animals yet we raise them and we care for them and we form special bonds with them, strong bonds. For a lot of people, our kitties or our dogs or what have you are there for us always. They dont ever hate us. And, if they get mad, theyre only mad for a little while. They are loyal and loyalty is something that we humans have forgotten all about. It doesnt matter how we treat our little friends, they are always happy to see us, they comfort us when we are sad, they make us laugh, and they heal us. The benefits of having an animal around is not disputed.

Its a bond that is really, unmatched I think. They do not call us names, they do not turn their backs on us, they do not hurt us. We are not their masters, we are their companions.

So…needless to say..that video was almost too much for me to handle. Ive never lost an animal. Ive never lost a friend. I really cant imagine how I am going to feel if something were to happen to Claude. I try my hardest to keep him very protected. When I adopted him, I told him that I would always try to keep him safe and that he wouldnt ever have to be in a shelter again or in a home where he was unloved and neglected. I would try my hardest to keep him safe and protected from harm. When you take on the responsibility of caring for a creature, you make that unspoken vow to them. So when you lose them and it is out of your control and you just wonder if they are scared and you are hurting because youve broken that vow even though you couldnt help it…I just cant imagine it, really.

This post will probably make me sound like a complete and total psycho. However, it is time to start writing about the ideas that swim around inside of my mind.

Im sure that no one who reads this will understand anything im trying to say. And thats ok. I just want to write out my thoughts so that I dont forget them later.

I am closer and closer to thinking that any “God” or “Gods” that exist are, in fact, aliens. These aliens may either be inter/multi/extra dimensional beings or extra terrestrial beings..or extra terrestrial beings who can travel inter dimensionally. I dont know about that yet.
If we look through recorded history, even dating as far back as ancient Sumeria, we see commonalities. The main one being that God or Gods come from the sky. In drawings, cave drawings, hieroglyphs, etc..these Gods generally all look the same. They look like aliens. In Sumerian Mythology these beings are called Anunaki. They are creator beings that come from the sky. They created us and we were created as emulations of them according to their creation epic and “bible” the Enuma Elish. Does all this sound familiar?

Maybe because for most of us, we learned in the Bible, in the book of Genesis that we as humans were created in Gods image. The Bible says, specifically, from what seems like a first person point of view (Gods point of view) that humans were “Created in OUR likeness.” Wonder what they mean by our? Anyhow…earlier in Genesis we see some talk about the Nephilim. In some versions of the Bible it is translated as “giants.” The Nephilim were described as sons of God, who mated with the daughters of men. From what I see of the Sumerian religion, and the Bible, the Anunaki/Nephilim are a race of male beings. These beings are mentioned throughout the Bible..and a well known Biblical figure may very well have been one of them. His name was Goliath. He was a giant. Im sure youve heard of him.

Moving on to Egyptian history..one pharoah..one very very mystical pharaoh..he started  what is known as the first “monotheistic” religion. Which is, the first religion that honored only one God. His name was Ankhenaton. If youve ever seen pictures of Ankhenaton, he has this strangely proportioned body and even more strangely proportioned head..almost like he could have been some Anunaki/human woman hybrid..anyhow..Ankhenaton was very very much enlightened. I believe he had “the holy grail.” Now, this brings me to something else I was thinking about…

Switching subjects totally.
I do not believe the holy grail is a grail at all. I do not believe that it is even a physical object. I believe that it is a vibrational tone. Our universe operates on vibrational tones. Parts of our brain are awakened or put to sleep by inner vibrational tones, all of these inner vibrational tones probably link to some great cosmic tone, which again proves that we are in Gods image, God being the originators of this tone. Ankhenaton worshipped “Aton.”And Aton was depicted as rays from the sun. A great hieroglyph featuring Ankhenaton shows him and his wife..Nefertiti..sitting down, receiving rays from the sun and on the end of those rays are small ankhs. Ankhs were the symbol of life and death, so it would translate to me that they were sitting there, receiving “enlightenment” or something   like that.

All “holy men” are aware of this tone. Probably none moreso than the Hindus.
Hindus..recite mantras as a way to reach enlightenment. As a way to bridge the gap that has been created by technical evolution, see I believe that while technological evolution is great, it has put spiritual evolution in the backseat and now we are very very out of touch with our origins as god like beings. Anyway..the language that these mantras are recited in is Sanskrit. Sanskrit is less like a language and more like a perfected way of speaking. Whoever invented this language kept the power of sound in mind. Every syllable has a profound effect on the psyche and this is proven in many scientific studies. It is so profound that some schools in our own country have adopted the art of yoga and mantra and are teaching it to their students because it improves concentration, thus aiding in grades, etc.

So each syllable we recite, over and over keeps resonating within our psyche and producing certain effects on our brains. In return bringing us closer and closer to our “self” that is inherently divine and a part of God since we were created as an emulation of the Gods, in their image.

well..that about sums that up. have fun.

With all the love talk, I thought id mention that soon it will be me and my boyfriends three year anniversary. Ive been with the same person for three years. Hard to imagine.

Anyhow, I figured id celebrate by posting a few pictures of us through the years here.

February 2005 (we got together in August of 2004, I believe.)

Sometime in 2006, at our first apartment.

New Years, 2007

April 2007

May 2007

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Whats funniest to me..is that..he hasnt changed at all hahaha (regarding looks).

My boyfriend has been saying for the past year or so that hed like to get married. I pretty much detested the idea. Not the idea of marrying him..but the idea of being married in general. Not for any typical reasons, and I didnt reject all types of marriages. Just the normal ones. In a church, white dress, etc etc. Number one, Im not a Christian. Why would I want to be married in a church..if im not a Christian? Number two, white dresses? Im not a virgin and..I dont like white. So, I dont see the point. Not only that..but everyone and their mother has a wedding in a church, with a white dress, blah blah. Im not dissing those types of weddings, but ive never been traditional. Im not about to start now. I was always open to a Hindu ceremony or a hybrid ceremony, sort of…non denominational/Hindu..or a handfasting type of ceremony. Just, NO ordained preachers, no Bible bullshit and NO FUCKING CROSSES.

Sorry Jesus, YOU ARENT INVITED TO MY WEDDING.

I guess ive always overlooked the truly symbolic nature of a wedding, and just believed it was the first step into resigning yourself into a life youll accept happily, but arent truly happy with.
I mean..in my head..the scenario of life goes like this:
Youre in your teens. You loathe your shithole town and this whole fucking establishment. You are the anti american dream. You stand for things. You want to effect change. You wanna play music, you wanna write, you want to BE someone, you want to travel and experience things in life and remain open, remain free.
You graduate high school and the realization hits you..youre probably not gonna go to college.
Thats when the pressure starts. Youre 21. What should you be doing with your life? You should have a plan. You should have a job. You should have went to school. When are you getting married? When are you having kids?
You meet someone you love. You want to spend your life with them. They didnt go to college. Damn, they dont have a plan either. What are you guys gonna do with your life?
You move in together. Two years later..life starts to get dull. So, you slowly begin to settle.
You settle for the way society tells you to settle. First step? Marriage. You love your spouse. Why not marry them? I agree. Two years later, life is still the same. So, you just settle deeper. You decide to have a kid. A kid who will no doubt bring a never ending amount of joy to your life. But also a kid who will change you to the core. This child will tie you down to your shithole town or some other shithole town just like it. This child will establish you within this whole fucking establishment. Youll have to get a job you loathe just to support it, you wont be able to just get up and go anymore. Youll love your kid and your wife/husband but in the back of your mind youll always wonder how your life would be if you did things differently. Everything will be different. And most of all..not how you imagined it. But, is life ever how we imagine it?

I dont ever want to wonder how my life would be if I did things differently. I have always, probably wrongly, viewed that marriage was the first domino in the spiral that is normalcy and monotony. I have a friend, who is married and her life is..nothing like what I described though. Her and her husband dont want kids, much like me and my significant other. They spend their nights going out together, they go to England at least once a year, and Mexico at least once a year. They just told me that theyre gonna go to New Orleans in October and invited me and my bf to come with them..and im pretty sure were gonna.

Anyway, my view of marriage is starting to evolve and im viewing marriage as more of a symbolical ceremony to pledge ones love in front of family, friends, government, and whatever force you believe governs our existence and less of a settlement, less of a vow and commitment to complacency. I finally decided that I like the idea of marriage. And, more importantly..I decided that I want to get married.

I like the idea of vows. Personally written vows. Vows you both write to one another. They should be a reflection of your history together, and a forshadowing of the journey you both are about to embark upon with each other. I do not believe that words in the Bible can personally reflect my feelings towards my lover, and I do not believe a clergyman can even begin to empathize with my feelings towards my lover. So, I believe that vows should be written by the couple, to one another, privately and read to each other for the first time at the wedding. They should not be filled with languages from centuries past, they should be filled with promises made between two lovers. Promises of trust, compassion, support and respect. Promises kept between two best friends, in the most intimate way possible.

So, with that said..id like to announce that..
Ill probably be married within the next two years. Go fucking figure.

Im still very, very anti breeding though. The last thing we need is for peices of me and Sodas DNA to replicate itself into a tiny version of both of us. Freaky. Wed have an artistic, creative, beautiful child who would be plauged with a sick genetic predisposition to addiction, depression, misanthropy and whod probably blow their brains out by the age of 12 because their parents would just rather get stoned. No, I dont wish that upon anyone. Not even a crying screaming testament to the efficiency of the human reproductive process.

Ill leave that to someone else.

But everyones life is different. Everyone has different things they “want” and “wanted” out of life. We all change and grow and who I am now is not who I was when I was 17, or even 18 for that matter.  Lots of people want a family and having kids and all that is their idea if their perfect life, so if youre reading this..dont be offended because im not proclaiming my way is the ideal way to live because IM NOT FIT to be a parent, so I dont want kids. However, theres tons of men and women out there who make GREAT parents! I respect those who are, because im certainly not ^_^ The idea of having a child is a SELFLESS idea and even more a SELFLESS act, an auspicious act that should be respected. But, my path is not yours and yours not mine, I respect yours, even if im not traveling the same one.

Updated!

I also wanted to add…
Ive started to absolutely loathe pooping. Ive reverted back to a 2 year old child when it comes to pooping. Its become a source of anxiety for me. I hate it.

Ive had yet another enlightening visit from one of my elderly neighbors. Im not sure if I ever wrote about the first one..but..heres a recap:

About a month into living at my new place, my 80 something year old neighbor paid me a visit. To make a long story short..shes very very catholic and informed me that my boyfriend and I were living in sin. She said that there is going to be a coming chastisement of mankind where three days of darkness lays over the world and all of the sinners will be destroyed. Starting with hollywood because of all the homosexuality and sinfulness. Apparently she knows nothing of ladyboys of Thailand. She said her husband dropped dead of a heart attack while he was mowing the lawn. She also said that her last words to him were..”if you mow that lawn..ill go ahead and plan you a nice funeral.”

Well, she came back. This time she was armed with propaganda. For some odd reason she thought I was going to let her some into my house. If she came into my house..shed have a heart attack upon arrival. I have the Hinduest house youve ever seen. My house is more Hindu than Thaipussam. I nearly knocked her off the porch trying to get outside without letting her in, and trying to fend off my cat from trying to sneak his way outside. Shed see the 10+ images and idols of multiple arms Gods that line my walls, scream “Satan!” clutch her chest, and die. Right there in my living room. So, I dont invite her in. I dont care to invite her in. She does not respect my beliefs and quite frankly, I dont want to subject my faith to her hate filled remarks. And, frankly, if her God is anything like her..then I prefer to roast in the bowels of hell.

Anyhow, during her most recent visit she asked if I told my “fella” what she said. I told her, yes I did but I dont think he cares anything about Catholicism and the coming chastisement. She then told me, in the sweetest old lady way possible, that hell just have to “roast in hell” then. I then proceeded to laugh in her face. She had successfully become the most metal person id ever met. Anyway, I told her I respected her beliefs..but I am Hindu. I have been Hindu for the past 6 or 7 years. She told me that “Hinduism aint gonna do anything for me.” And I told her just what I told you guys…

If her God is anything like she is, then I prefer to roast in hell. Then I turned, and walked away.

I really, really would hate to be downright disrespectful to this woman. She is going to die soon. I would hate to know that some old persons last memories included me..being rude to them. I would hate to know that upon someones death bed they thought about how lonely they were, and how they just wanted someone to talk to but were met with disrespect and meanness. So, I listen to everything I can listen to, I assure her that I respect her beliefs, but I have my own..and I kindly walk away. I feel that is the right thing to do.

Ugh. Ok. Updated “Whats in my bag” coming soon..

Leslie. Thats with an S. Not a Z. My name is not Lezlie. It is LE S LIE. Thats just for future reference.

Soo, yeah..im a credit card holder now. I actually think im going to do ok with this. Yesterday I spent THE WHOLE DAY shopping and I only got two very low priced items.
My boyfriend and I went shopping for a new entertainment center for our living room. Were gonna, hopefully, rearrange the living room today if we both get off of our lazy asses to do it. Anyway, I found an ET center that I really, really like for about 129 bucks. So, im probably gonna get it within the next week or so. Its black so it matches all of my furniture..which im pretty excited about. We needed one with a lot of storage space on the bottom because weve got an NES, SNES, Sega Genesis, PS2, digital cable box, and DVD player. Our TV  is pretty small but im thinking about upgrading.
So, yeah..in about a week or so once we get the living room rearranged im gonna go pick up that ET center and POSSIBLY a bigger TV.

So, yeah, anyway..yesterday my boyfriend and I went shopping and I only bought a couple things..
I got a kickass new tam for my hair. Its black Looks really cute on me..im sure ill have some pics on my flickr later.
I also got the coolest purse EVER. Its a Candies handbag and I got it at this kickass discount store here that sells overflow from other stores (mostly Kohls). Anyway the purse retailed for like, 20 bucks..I got it for 10. Not bad! I also bought my bf an 80 dollar skateboard for 16 bucks!! Cant beat that with a stick! He needed a new board really bad so I got it for him.
Im gonna do an updated of Whats in my purse, with my new purse..later tonight.

So..
I wanted to talk about something else too..that I just found out.
Tammy Faye Messner died on Friday. A part of me always really enjoyed Tammy Faye. I am not a Christian. I generally dont like Christians, especially the evangelist type. However, Tammy Faye always had this light surrounding her. You could tell that she would not judge you, she would not chastise you, she would accept you and love you and that always appealed to me. But most of all, her faith was unshakable. I am an extremely faithful woman, and I respect other faithful women, regardless of their faith, and especially those women who can speak so strongly of their faith and not push it upon other people, and not chastise them if they believed differently. Tammy Faye was one of those women. She accepted and loved people that the major Christian church damned. She built bridges between between people. She was also one of the first people to EVER bring attention to the HIV/AIDS crisis in this country. When Reagan wouldnt have dreamed of speaking the words, Tammy Faye invited HIV and AIDS patients to her show to educate others. She built a bridge between the Christian community, and the Gay community for the millions of gay Christians who could never come forward and be accepted as Christians by other Christians.
She was very happy throughout everything that happened to her. She really touched a lot of people. There were a lot of people who genuinely cared about her.
I watched her interview with Larry King on Thursday and I couldnt believe how much she had physically changed but I quickly saw that spiritually and mentally she was the same.
She had to have known that her death was imminent, and she just wanted to say goodbye.

Well..goodbye Miss Tammy Faye! I hope that you  are where you always believed you would go, I know that if that place does exists..surely you would be there.

So..yeah..the layout..which im still working on..just gotta work on the colors and stuff but all of the credit for the main picture up there goes to, of course, Kelley hahaha..I did add the findnirvana.net tho..xD

I also updated the “about me” page..youll have to scroll down towards the bottom to see the updates.

Ive been at this shit for like 5 hours now lmao..MUZT SLEEEEPP.

Ok, seriously..im goin to bed..anyone who reads this lemme know what you think of my  new layout. I still gotta work on the colors of some stuff but this is the jest of it so..feedback people, feedback!!!