Ok..not really..but kind of.

Im SO out of shape its not even really a laughing matter. I think that most people assume if youre thin, then youre in shape. But, thats not the case. Just because you are thin doesnt mean you are the picture of health, and just because youre over weight doesnt mean you are the picture of unhealth. Most people really dont think about this or pay attention to it.

Anyways, ive had these weird heart flutters for a long time and they used to only happen every once in a while…I mean once in 5 blue moons. Lately ive noticed them getting more and more frequent and more and more noticeable and really, downright fucking scary. So ive gotta focus once again on getting my vitamins and doing SOMETHING physical. I get little to no exercise other than walking a bit downtown for my job.
Soda is always on my ass about it. Ive got a shitty diet, shitty health regime, and no exercise whatso ever. I think he is really worried about my health…
A couple weeks ago I was like “Yeah..I guess we could start walking every night..in the night time so that its not so hot out..” and he really seemed to think it was a cool idea. He exercises everyday, he rides his bike, walks, skateboards..so he works off all the fatty energies we collect by eating  crappy junkfood, but I dont. So all of the chemicals and nasty toxins are just sitting around in my body not getting sweated out, etc.

So..seriously…ive gotta do SOMETHING. I cant strain myself at first because im coming from nowhere. But, tonight forward..every night..I will walk around the neighborhood with Soda. He loves the idea and im glad hes being supportive. Were gonna walk some when he gets home from a friends which should be in about…5 minutes.

Wish me luck. Lol.