Im thinking about opening up my domain for hosting. Id just host like ..4 or 5 people. Id have to OK it through Kelley first because she owns all the space…there are really only two people right now that I think deserve to be hosted here..and thats my friend Sarah and this chick I kinda know named Glynnis but..she blogs and her blogs are pretty good (she blogs on Myspace and we all know how I feel about Myspace). I *think* shes interested in modeling so…having your own domain to keep a portfolio of your work is never ever a bad idea. I offered it to her…lmfao..id be so excited to have hostees because..IM A DORK LIKE THAT.
Well, my birthday is in about 2 and a half days. Its on Thursday. I will be 21. Getting older is both something I enjoy and something I loathe. With each year I know that sooner than later, im going to have to really do something with my life. I guess, its not that im not doing anything with my life right now..I have a great job, a nice place to live and nice things but, my mom still helps me out A LOT. I hate burdening her. Im sure its not a real burden because I know for a fact she LOVES providing for me. She always has..but its a burden for me to feel as if I am burdening her. I often wonder if shes disappointed in me. Ive had some major ups and downs in my life and even though I am finally ok I still have a lot of hang ups, and thankfully my mom really understands me. Shes understood me from day one and I truly believe that she believes that any progress is progress. Me being happy on a day to day basis is probably the biggest change that everyone in my life has seen in me here recently. My mom knows that its hard for me to be “ok” and “content” and most of all “happy.” Im not using this as an excuse to be a piece of shit in life (I try real hard not to be a piece of shit in life) but, I think it has made the fact that her daughter is different a lot easier to handle and deal with.
So. Yep. I will be 21 in a few days. Twenty one years of existing. Three years ago I would have never believed that I would still be around to see 21 and now..I dont understand how I ever could have thought that hahaha. How can anyone not want to stick around to see what life throws at em? I dunno.
Well..im going to leave you guys with shots of my GORGEOUS new notebook and one picture of some dinner I made the other night (yeah..its an occasion when I make a GOOD dinner).
And the great dinner I made..the recipe was from Kelleys boyfriend, Paul and I altered it a bit..but it was delish.
Nachos!!! Best Nachos I ever had too.
yall keep it real. lol.
August 7th, 2007 at 4:32 pm
Yes’m you can host people as long as you make s ure they don’t use a ton of space and make sure they don’t upload or do anything illegal (mp3s.. programs… not that I think they would…) so Hostgator doesn’t give us any shit.
I found it hard to believe I’d made it to 21 as well. Makes me think of being younger and thinking “Man.. wonder what I’ll look like when I’m 13… 18… 21!” So yes here we are, supposed to be having the time of our life cause 21 is the age to be. Mmmhmm yep. There’s no doubt in my mind that yo momma is happy for you. We’ve all seen a day that was much darker than any I’ve seen recently, I haven’t received one of those phone calls in a looong time. I thank a higher power for it every day, too!
Also, do I need to remind you that you’re 21? How many people do we know/have we heard of that are living in their parents house, mooching at this age and even older? THAT’S WHAT I THOUGHT. Help here and there is nothing compared to that.
August 7th, 2007 at 4:34 pm
ps those nachos seriously remind me of Palmas Nachos. Tastey!
August 7th, 2007 at 4:41 pm
ps - I can’t wait until you see comments on this entry and get excited, but then just get bummed cause they’re all me.
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August 8th, 2007 at 12:21 am
Nice laptop!!!!!!!! Hmmm I wonder how I can find out where you live and how I could get there
Aren’t mom’s the greatest? My mom is my best friend is the whole wide world. She sounds a lot like your mom.
Now that I am going to be 25 in less than 2 months, I don’t want to get any older than that! Being older than 25 makes me feel olddddddddd. 21 is great though. Do you drink? The bars here give you one free drink on your 21st, and since I live at the beach there are a ton in walking distance. I had so much fun on my 21st birthday… for free. I hope you have a very happy birthday, but I am sure I will be back to tell you that again.