There has been some recent internet drama that I became very very loosely involved in.

To sum it up. There is a gal on the net named Krystal who was nicknamed Krystole because she has repeatedly stolen layouts from people throughout the years. She has been doing this for a very long time and has been caught multiple times. Just recently she was caught once again and when confronted, she reduced herself to calling the girl she stole her layout from by racial names. Anyone who knows me knows how strongly opposed to racism I am. The girl she stole the layout from just happens to be African American. Now, Krystal denied using any racial epithets and said that she would never lower herself to use those terms. I would take this into consideration if 5 sentences later she didnt go into a rant about how stupid Americans are and how they are insanely jealous of Canadians. Im sorry, I cannot take someone seriously when they say “Im not racist” and then 5 seconds later begin to stereotype and repeat bigoted, biased rhetoric.

I commented on the entry where she bashed Americans and proclaimed non racism, saying pretty much the same thing I just said here. Of course, my comment was not approved. Although I said nothing offensive to her, just because I disagreed with her, she did not approve my comment. That was the only comment I left on her site at that point.

Now, here is where things get sorta weird.
On www.thetgozone.com I noticed that someone said that Krystal had a new “friend” named “Leslie.” Now, to most people this would mean nothing. However, with Krystals past of “stealing” layouts and assuming fake identities, I decided to look into this. Apparently, not only was Krystal commenting as “Leslie” on her own website, she also created a new blog as “Leslie.”
This struck me as strange because she has come to my site, here, multiple times and even left a few comments. Both of her comments that she left here were very similar.
On August 9th, 2007 (my birthday) she says:

Krystal | krystal_wildthing@hotmail.com | kurisutarru.blogspot.com | IP: 24.235.188.70

hey, so i know you’re a friend of TGO’s and him and i don’t get along but i really like your site and i think its really interesting so i’m going to add you to my blogroll if its okay.
also, happy birthday! hope its a good one!

And then again on October 27th, 2007 she says:

Krystal | krystal@eriatarka.ayrshirehosting.com | eriatarka.ayrshirehosting.com | IP: 24.235.188.70

hey, i added you to my dailies… your site is wicked!

So…I decided to find her “friend” “Leslie’s” blog. I found it. And..it uses the exact same wordpress theme that I am using here at this site. Out of the thousands of wordpress themes..Krystals “friend” “Leslie” decided to use the same theme I was using! Cool huh? Lol.

Well, anyway…needless to say that within two hours of all of this going down, she has removed/privated all of her blog entries. Thats fine. However, her hiatus message was something along the lines of “Due to harrassment and threats of bodily harm from Tgo, Teresa, Leslie, etc,etc I have decided to stop blogging.” Or some bullshit. Thats very paraphrased lol. She also said wed been visiting her site for the past three days. I dunno maybe they have been, but I surely was not.
I NEVER threated bodily harm against this girl. It would be pointless to do so. She lives in Canada, I live in Tennessee.
It actually made me very sad that she would actually make up something so severe about someone she knows nothing about. Very pitiful. It is hard to gain my pity, but, Krystal, my friend..you have it. I believe you need it too.

She blocked my IP (as if there arent millions of proxies out there I can use to still get to her site, and as if I cant change my own IP), yadda yadda and will not approve any comments I leave her. I left the following comment on TGO’s website and I decided that I would leave it on hers too. She refuses to approve it, so, because she has no control over anything that goes on here…I will copy and paste the comment:

I will paste a copy of what I left on TGO’s site here for you to read, and since you are blocking me, I will also put a copy on my website too.

Read what I write to you with complete neutrality. After all, philosophically if one isnt able to look upon something with a totally unbiased view, then they are not qualified to form an opinion about it.

“Lmfao. Bodily harm. Thats fucking hilarious. This whole thing is fucking hilarious. I never once threatened “bodily harm” against her, she lives in fucking Canada. I live in Tennessee, what is the point of threatening someone physically over the internet.

PSYCHOLOGICALLY decapitating someone…well, thats self explanatory. However, it looks like Krystolextraordinaryidiot doesnt know how to READ and INTERPRET. Its a very simple sorta process.

Stalking her site for the past three days? I hope shes not referring to me here either. I just started coming to her website today.
Yep. I looked through her files to try and find her “WONDERFUL” photography. I didnt find any. Surprise surprise.

When it comes to headcases, this bitch is running a close race with Christine. The pitiful thing is, Krystolextraordinaryidiot is not that bad looking. With makeup and certain angles she is actually halfway decent looking. So, I dont understand why she does this to herself. I dont understand why she feels the need to take other peoples ideas, she seems to be somewhat creative so I dont see her lacking the ability to make her own. I dont understand why she feels the need to assume others identities, or assume false identities, she looks fine and theres really no need for it. Shes young, she has all the opportunity in the world to have the normal life of a twenty something.

In Christines case, she was a very overweight older woman who seemed to be living her dream life by creating it on the internet. She made herself out to be a young, thin woman..something she probably was at one point and she so desperately wanted that again that she lived it through the anonymity of the internet. Which is extremely sad and depressing, but somewhat understandable.

Krystolextraordinaryidiot…theres just really no excuse for it. Maybe she has mental instability problems, if thats the case, she needs to seek help for them. However, it looks more like she is missing something in her life and is desperately seeking to fill whatever is empty by doing these things on the internet and creating drama on the internet for attention because, unfortunately, she may not get any in her life, and probably never has. Well, thats pretty sad and depressing too.

It really does show some deep seeded problems when someone feels the need to make completely false accusations about people who live thousands of miles away from them, and who does not know them in any way, shape, or form other than how they portray themselves on the internet.

Krystal, everything coming to you is based upon how you have portrayed yourself to us. Nothing you are getting is undeserved. On the internet, you can only be judged by what you put on the table. Keep that in mind. You are not a victim here.”

^_^

[edit] Something even more hilarious. She is now posting as me, using my name, on her website. The comment she posted to herself, from me, is as follows:

# Leslie Says:
January 31st, 2008 at 6:54 pm

i liked your blog… i’ll miss it.

I have honest to God never experienced something like this before. It is absolutely pitiful. She has to fake her own battle. I thought I lacked empathy, but I am feeling quite empathetic for this girl.

I will continue to visit her website, but I will not try to post anymore comments because she obviously is so completely insecure with herself that she will not allow those she has challenged, to offer a rebuttal. At least she linked my site in her fake comment so that people will come here and see this. Thank you, Krystal! ~_^

WHY DONT CHRISTIANS BOTHER TO LEARN ANYTHING ABOUT THEIR RELIGION???? Why do they blindly believe everything they are told? Its easy to do HISTORICAL RESEARCH, why dont they? Why dont Christians bother to READ anything about their religion, its history, its theology, why? I dont get it. Its retarded, just like Christians!

After finding out that Barack Obama won the South Carolina Primaries last night (woohoo!) I found out that Hillary Clinton was due to be in Nashville, about 10 minutes away from me, in about one hour.

So, of course, I wanted to go. She was supposed to be speaking at the TSU Gymnasium around 8:30pm and we didnt get on the road till about 8:00PM because it takes Soda 30 fucking minutes before hes ever ready to go anywhere.

We finally get to TSU and from the looks of things..theres no one fuckin there. No one. But, we get inside..and the line to get into the gym to see Hillary is like…around the whole school it seems. So, we took our place at the end of the line and BAM it starts moving quick and it looks like were gonna get inside to see this bitch. RIGHT as we got to the door of the auditorium, we were rerouted to the stairwell and told by the police that we could go upstairs. Now, when I say we…it was me, Soda and about 20 other people probably.
The Secret Service was one step ahead of us. They locked the doors upstairs before we could get to it. The cops came back into the stairwell and told us all we would have to leave. I told the cop “Nice to see our Metro Police know exactly whats going on here!” Sarcastically, of course. And, well, he muttered some obscenities under his breath and then walked away. When the cops walked away..the Hillary Clinton campaign volunteers shouted “GO GO GO GO !!” and we all went hauling ass down one hallway and about 10 people got into the auditorium. As SOON as Soda and I were about to walk through..a female cop blocked the door and told us that the Secret Service was NOT ALLOWING ANYONE ELSE THROUGH at this time.
So, needless to say we were all forced to watch Hillary Clinton speak from right outside the auditorium doors. What a shame. I stayed for about 3 minutes of her speech before I realized she was saying a bunch of nothing..and left.

How fun!
Pictures and videos soon.

I am completely broke. My mom is gonna let me borrow some money until my check comes on Wednesday. Now, when I say COMPLETELY BROKE..I mean that I dont have gas money to get to my mom in order to get the money. So, Soda and I were scrambling around trying to find at least 5 dollars in change and I started to open my just drawers in my dresser and I found a BP (gas) card from God knows where. So, I called the 800 number on the back and it has 10.00 dollars available. Awesome!

I told Soda:
“This reminds me of something my friend Buck told me, when I was worried about going to Bonarroo on limited funds..he said.. remember always that JAH PROVIDES.” (Jah is what Rastas call God. It is the Rastafarian word for God). And then I said..”YES! JAH PROVIDES!”

So..I came back to my room, and just picked up this purse I havent used since before Kelley started giving me purses. In it, I found Thirty bucks!!!!

This is a small reminder that, yes, Jah does provide for you as well as providing for all of us. Regardless of what you believe JAH to be. An entity, divine essence, or the pure manifestation of Truth that resides in everything in this universe, even you and even me…

Everything works out the way its supposed to in the end.

 So…

About, I dunno..two weeks ago or something like that (im really bad at time), I was checking my stats and I noticed that someone from Washington, DC had been coming to my site. Ok, cool. Whatever. HOWEVER….they were coming from the fucking government.

Now, there arent a lot of things I disclose on this website. However, in the not so distant past I have been involved in highly illegal activities..but thats not what startled me about this mysterious government employee coming to my site. What freaked me the fuck out was that..not only was he coming here..but he was running searches for things like the following: Anunaki manipulated human DNA, CIA mind control, extra terrestrial beings, extra terrestrial beings in the Bible, and finally…. are we imperializing Iraq?

My strong political opinions and my beliefs about aliens, UFOs, etc…got me spooked. I think that they could just be looking this shit up in case they need to censor something but..I dunno. Creepy shit, mang.

[edit]I forgot to point out that the person who was coming from the government was coming from the FEDERAL AVIATION COMMISSION. Now, in regards to Liz’s comment….

An automated search would not be ran from the Federal Aviation Commission. It would be run from some generic, non specific sector and maybe not even show up as the government at all.
The simple fact that the FEDERAL AVIATION COMMISSION was searching for EXTRA TERRESTRIAL RELATED CONTENT.

Now. With that said..lets say this was some automated search. What interest does the FEDERAL AVIATION COMMISSION have with Alien manipulated human DNA, extra terrestrial beings, extra terrestrials in the Bible, and CIA Mind Control? And why do they give a fuck whos writing about it? It just brings me back to authors like Phillip Schneider and William Cooper who were shot and killed by the FEDs for publicly speaking about these very subjects. Why does it matter if someone is talking about UFOs, or Aliens, or the prospect that maybe some alien force is the progenitor of man and that there is some ancient knowledge that has been being protected about this sort of thing by the governmentally elite for thousands of years? Why would the FEDs run searches to find that sort of information? Aliens dont exist..right? Im just…a conspiracy theorist, right? LOL. In the words of Immortal Technique “Its like MKULTRA controlling your brain, suggestive thinking, causing your perspective to change…”

We have a war going on. Our economy is due to collapse at any second. Our troops are stretched thin. There is an ongoing war with the mass media, we are facing the prospect of a war with Iran, there is an upcoming presidential election…..and the government is running around conducting searches on little no name personal blogs about aliens? Lmfao. HAH. HAH. HAH. Really puts things into perspective.

It still amazes me that more than half of this nation will turn their noses to the heavens upon their bedtime and pray to an invisible God, yet there have been thousands of pictures and videos that give PLENTY of evidence regarding extra terrestrial/multi dimensional life on our Earth and these are discounted by the religious as NOTHING. Not to mention all of the ancient evidence regarding ET’s. Not to mention the evidence IN THEIR OWN HOLY BOOKS.

People, THERE IS A REASON THAT THE CATHOLIC CHURCH WOULD EXECUTE THOSE WHO DARED TURN A TELESCOPE TO THE HEAVENS. Turn off the news, and READ.

Question your reality. It may not be as real as youd like to believe it is.

And I found this…

http://dailycoyote.blogspot.com

“I have been a silent reader here for a few months now. I live in Nashville, we have a moderate Coyote population and steadily but surely I see these magnificent creatures reduced to vultures, prying through garbage bags to maintain sustainment on a constant near death fight for survival. Their habitats are ritually being torn apart to build condos, apartment homes and whatever other trivial luxuries man wants. The Coyote is forced to be prey. Prey to predators made up of steel, brick, wood, and me. It breaks my heart.

Everyone needs to remember, that yes, Charlie is a part of this world. He is a part of nature..he is “wild.” However, we, as humans, are also a part of this world. We are also a part of nature. We are also “wild.” Being a living creature gives us commonality. Charlie is doing the same thing that I am doing. He is living the life he has been given, to the best of his ability. Thankfully, he has someone who deeply loves, admires, idolizes and cares for him to help him along his way. We all share this world with one another and I think Charlie is doing a beautiful job teaching that.

Thank You.”

I said that I would be going Monday to get a dermal anchor piercing…well, Monday is MLK day and the piercing place that does the dermals is not going to be open. SO, I decided to go ahead and go get my vertical labret done TONIGHT! Actually, in a few hours more than likely. I am pretty freakin excited about that. Im happy to be getting piercings again. Ill be sure to post some pictures on my flickr when I get finished ^_^

I decided to join the Flickr Project 365 thingie. Where you take a picture everyday for a year. I know, I know, I am like..almost three weeks late or whatever, but, who cares? Certainly not me

Due to certain circumstances, my writer here my be a bit sparse. I may go into detail about why I wont write as much for a week or two..its nothing serious, though. Its actually pretty weird.

Anyhow..I did my second NUM video

A few years ago I had a beautiful Rudraksha Mala. I never wore it as a fashion item and only used it during mantra reciting. Well, there was a time when I strayed from my faith and I decided to start wearing it as a fashion item and within 15 minutes of me wearing it, I bent down to pick something up off of the floor and as I raised up the mala got caught on the arm of my computer chair, snapped and the beads went flying all over the room. When that happened, it literally felt like my heart was in every one of those beads and as they shattered everywhere, so did my heart. I just stood there for a minute, watching the beads roll around on the floor and I just sat down and started to cry.

I decided that I would not buy any more Rudraksha Mala’s until I felt that I was back into a secure spot, spiritually. Well, now I feel secure again. I have never turned my back on my faith or my God. But, sometimes God would not be on my mind, where God should constantly reside, along with inside my heart. Now, dont get me wrong. I never lived some pious, devout life. I have never been a monk, and I still am NOT a monk..hahaa. I dont believe that spirituality and God are reserved for the elite. However, in my own personal brand of spirituality, in my own faith, there have been times in recent years where I felt less than worthy because I was too caught up in other things and forgot my spiritual path.

Well, I feel “right” again. I have a mala made of yak bone and a few nights ago I picked up that mala and I held it in my hands and I began to recite “Om Mani Padme Hum” while holding the first bead, then the second, then the third..all the way to 108. I havent felt so tranquil, so peaceful, and so full of light in a very long time and I realized that this is where I need to be. My mind doesnt need to stray far from God because far from God is where I am least happy. Near God is where I am completely illumined. I felt genuinely happy and at peace with everything in my life. I loved that feeling. So, I decided that I was ready again. I thought it over for a few days and I made a purchase today of 4 Rudraksha Malas. You can view them here.

I also decided to start vlogging about my beliefs, my faith and my spirituality. You can find the videos on youtube under the account name : nineunknownmen.

Here is my first video: