Since I have made a new post thats really been worth anything…on top of that I havent been commenting like I should.

I really hate blogging without my laptop. Its just..ugh. I feel like I dont have the “freedom” to do it, if that makes sense. If I want to blog, I have to come into SODAS studio (where my old PC is, which is getting really fucking old because I am tired of his bitching that im in here, so its hard to be in here long enough to write a halfway decent blog entry). Plus, I have been working on a side project I have been trying to do for a while which is sort of..a retro erotica/costumed/fetish “modeling” site. I just call it Nuevo Retro. I put modeling in quotations because..I am not trying to get some kinda contract from some fake ass modeling company. I just want it to be me, and pictures I have wanted to take for a very long time, and hopefully some people paying for some shit..whether it be prints, video chats, or used items from the photoshoots (yep..guys WILL do that…pretty fucking weird, eh?) but, its gonna take a LONG time for me to get a fan base so im taking it slow, while working on it pretty hard…its gonna take a long time to gather up the material I need, to the advertising needed to get the very specific sort of members that would pay for what I am offering. BLAH. There is no full nudity on the site..actually..probably wont be much nudity at all. Maybe some boobies, but it will be mostly fetish. I have a lot of plans for it..and..if I dont make money from it..FUCK IT, at least I had a fun fucking time.

You know, I have been in a serious like…ditch of depression lately. As painful as they are, and as miserable as I am during them, I generally learn something very important during them. This time..I learned I wanted to take pictures of myself…erotica styled photographs, modeled after the great 1920s, and 1930s flapper girls, burlesque strippers, and silent film stars…and some fun stuff splattered in all over. Thats something ive wanted to do for years now..id like to pose like the stars I admire, possibly make some money doing it..if not….then at least I had a lot of fun doing it.

Well, I was going to write about a big event that happened in my life today but, I am just too tired. I will write about it tomorrow