This entry is going to be a lot of things. An open letter, a rant, something I have not written about in a long time. However, it is not going to be me bashing conservatives for their views. It would be easy to assume thats what it is though, when someone like me writes an open letter to “El Rushbo.” Its not, though.
I decided to record this blog as video blog instead. Ta-Da!
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Yesterday was quite a day for me, but im not not as much of a day as it was for Kelley. Im not going to go into the long drawn out and completely interpersonal details of the story..but I will give an extremely summarized version.
My cousin had a room mate who, at one point, was a very close friend of hers. Within about..two months of this chick living with her it was so insanely obvious how selfish this girl was. Her name is Kristen. She turned even the smallest things around to somehow involve her as the central victim. Everything was about her. So, yesterday..(this is hilarious..this shows just how stupid this girl is) Kelley rearranged her friends on Myspace and put her best friend in the number two spot (where Kristen McFilthywhore once was). Now…for the average human being…this wouldnt have mattered, they wouldnt have thought twice about it. People rearrange friends on Myspace everyday and, maybe im just totally in the dark and way behind but I didnt know that people took Myspace so seriously..so..yeah..Kristen flies into a fit of bipolar rage and leaves some nasty IM to Kelley. Thats when the drama starts..drama that includes some information I dont really feel like I should be posting here..but it ended with Kristen calling Kelley and attempting to bitch her out…which Kelley laughed off. Kristens phone hung up..and Kristen calls back and decides to say the most disgusting, ill thought, cold hearted, disrespectful and over the top thing that anyone could possibly say to someone else. Grant it, there were a lot of details that I left out of the story…why did I leave them out, you ask? Well, for the simple fact that none of them matter. None of the issues I left out of this story are issues that would precipitate the comment this bitch made to my cousin. None of the details are serious. My cousin, IN NO WAY did anything to deserve what was said to her.
The reason that Kristen decided to confirm the fact that she is, infact, a bottom feeder and make this comment to my cousin is because..once again, something happened that didnt involve her in any way and with her twisted psychopathic logic found a way to turn it around and be the central victim and make it totally about her.
Anyhow, this girl is completely classless. She continued to text my cousin threatening messages, and left a threatening message on her blog (which Kelley has since deleted..). She sent her texts calling her a pussy and in the message on her blog I believe she said something along the lines of “…Im just going to stay in my room because if I dont im liable to end up in jail.” Well, You know I had to have my say. And boy, did I say it.
The problem is..
Kristen is the type of person who doesnt want any REAL life drama. She wants to keep her drama confined to the internet and the telephone because if she was confronted with any drama in her face, shed flake out and probably cut her wrists in the bathtub or something lame like that. So, the “big tough girl” that she is decided to tell me that she “bets I wouldnt say anything to her face.’
So, Kristen..heres my open letter to you.
..Im not sure you. knew who you were talking to. I have no problem saying anything to anyones face, I have no problem with HITTING anyone in the face. So, Kristen..when you read this (and I know you will you nosy little bitch)..if the offer still stands..let me know because ill be MORE than happy to take you up on your offer. I know you know that I kicked two bitches asses at The 5 Spot for fucking with my cousin, I know you probably know I whooped a 40 year olds ass at Las Palmas for speaking out of line to my mother, im pretty sure youre well aware of my arrest record for assault w/a weapon, and im DAMN sure you know what happened a few weekends ago when my boyfriend hauled me out of a party for coming within 2 centimeters of kicking some whores ass for getting an attitude with my cousin.
So, let it be known that I have NO qualms with physical confrontation especially when dealing with my family members and in particular, my cousin who is also my very best friend and im not sure if you know this..because you are in fact, friendless…friends have each others backs. What I said to you had nothing to do with “Kelley not being able to defend herself.” She can defend herself just fine, but what I said to you has nothing to do with you offending Kelley…and EVERYTHING to do with you offending me. She is my family, her family is my family. When you say something to her, you effectively say it to me too and you have to be prepared to deal with the consequences of both. You have no room to talk about parents. Absolutely none. When your own mother has been married 5 times and cant seem to make a relationship work and has her ugly ass plastered half naked on her Myspace page (yeah, your mom is, what…60? Shes not only got a MYSPACE, but she has pictures of herself with a low cut shirt, unbuttoned pants, and a camel toe the size of Florida), youre really one to talk about not being raised and taught class or manners. Your life is mirroring your moms in comical ways. Not too long ago you had yourself plastered all over Myspace in slutty clothing that I guess you confused for sexy…and you cant even make your own relationship work. You had the nerve to say my cousin had no backbone and that she was weak and yet you have admitted that the only reason youre staying with your boyfriend is because you are afraid to be alone. That is the very epitome of the pot calling the kettle black.
There are so many hypocrisies I could point out about your argument and the statements youve made over the last 48 hours, but to be really honest, I dont even know if I could fit them all here on one page.
You have successfully made a mockery of yourself and there are quite a few people who have had a laugh at your expense. Im not sure what you were trying to prove by the comments you made to her but I will point out exactly what you proved to us..
Youve proven that youre a drama addict. This is something ive known for a long time and that ive told Kelley over and over and over again. You repeatedly try to make yourself the central victim in all sorts of stupid little spats that you invent and perpetuate. You do realize that people dont like drama addicts, right? People cannot stand to be around someone who is constantly trying to find something to be upset over. Now, look around you..how many friends do you have? Do you wonder why? You say Kelley has none, but as soon as you decided to disrespect her you had two immediately down your throat.
Youve proven that you are a psycho. Its not really a secret that youve got mental problems, but you really outdid yourself this time. You had your boyfriend FOLLOW Kelley? You write this on her blog like youre proud to admit that you took it upon yourself to follow Kelley and her boyfriend while they were trying to spend some private time AWAY from you as to avoid to make the situation between you guys any worse. Then you go on to say that unfortunately you cant write about this in “your blog” because Kelley changed your password. Do you know why? Because she pays for that blog. That blog was not yours, it was hers. She allowed you to blog in it and you wrote about her personal life, in a blog that she pays for, without her permission. Once again, youve tried to make yourself the central victim by claiming that *wah wah, she changed the password to your blog*. No. She didnt. She changed the password to HER blog so that you could no longer write in it.
You say that she allowed her *scumbag* boyfriend in youre house. That house was not yours. Your name was never signed on any contract and it was never signed on any lease. Her boyfriend was living with her long before you two started talking again. He moved in the very day you moved in. You knew he would be there, she wasnt “allowing” him in “your” house. He lived there with her, just like he did at every other one of her houses and if you had a problem with that, you didnt have to be there. So, yet again..youve tried to make yourself the central victim. It still hasnt worked.
You say that “I have no idea what you and Kelley are going through because shes never lied to you” as if Kelley has never told me every stupid thing youve ever tried to come to her and whine about? She lied to you about what? Where she went with her boyfriend? Are you her authority figure? Does she have to report to you? I didnt think so. You guys werent going through anything. You took something totally out of context and found a way to twist it so that you would be the central victim..yet..AGAIN.
You are a fucking pussy. You called Kelley one and even threatened her saying that if you had to see her you were “liable to end up in jail” and yet when you had the chance to discuss your issue face to face, you didnt even SHOW your face. You didnt even make your presence known. Probably for the better..you see..you are a pussy because you want drama so bad but you dont want to deal with the consequences of the drama you invent. You liked to talk a lot of shit on the internet and on the telephone through text messages, but given the chance to say your peace face to face…you wouldnt dare. Why? Because you are too afraid. You want something to be able to sit at home and dwell on, something to talk about with your boyfriend because you guys obviously cant find anything else to talk about and have in common, but thats all. You cant deal with it in any other way because you would only be harming yourself and stepping into a situation you couldnt step out of.
I hope this has cleared some things up for you. And, my offer still stands. I dont feel the need to banter here and there in text messages and on the internet if I dont have every intention of ending my problems face to face. Dont get me wrong, I dont advocate violence ..but I also dont advocate talking a bunch of shit to someone and then hiding behind my boyfriend because I know ive gone too far and im scared to death of the consequences.
You need to get over yourself. You are not that important. I swear.
**Sorry to everyone for the randomness and vagueness of this entry. Its really not meant for people that I dont know to read it and understand it, the ideas are ill thought out and slapped together but they are just random thoughts concerning recent events involving everyone involved in this entry. Everything that ive had to say about this situation has been said elsewhere and this is pretty much the shavings of all those previously more intricately thought out ideas. But, I felt the need to post something about it here ..its just not as “together” as id like it to be. But, thats ok..so, I will leave you with the response I wrote on my cousins blog..the response to Kristens crazy ass threatening comment:
Kristen…
Have you been taking your medication? Listen to yourself.
Once again you are speaking about a situation that you can, in NO way, identify with and you are proving your idiocy over, and over and over again, but, unfortunately..youre too fucking stupid to even see if.
Paul is an adult. Adults make their own decisions. As adults, we do not have the authority to control what other adults do, although somewhere in your jaded mentality..it seems as if you think you can, which just proves once again that you are a psychopath.
Kelley is in NO way responsible for what another human being did to you. Do you honestly expect one man to atone for another mans sins? Thats ridiculous. We, as adults, have no control over what other adults do. What was being done, was being done to you and the only one who had control over the situation would be you. The smart thing for you and Jakoff to do would have been to leave. But, no. You continue to stay and subject yourself to all the drama because you are both two little sad emo asshats who dont feel complete without some sort of bullshit ass unnecessary emotional roller coaster going on. Because you both were emotional masochists, you allowed what happend to you..you invited it. And Frankly..Go Paul! You guys deserved it.
Last time I checked…Kelleys home is not your home. Your name is not on any lease. You didnt sign any contracts. That home was bought with money that she paid the ultimate price for, a fact that you seem to care nothing about..which is strange seeings how the people who you decided to insult arent here to defend themselves, and they paid for that house youre living in right now.
You cannot seriously be writing on this website that you and Jakoff were so caught up and so immersed in the life of Kelley and Paul that he FOLLOWED them? That is stalking, sweetie..if you want to get into the “legal” aspects of things. Its none of your god damned business where Kelley and Paul go, or what they do. But, I guess because you and your ladyboy couldnt actually come to a consensus about anything else in your sad little relationship that you both bonded over someone elses emotional struggle. Sick. Pathetic. Pitiful. No wonder you have damn near nothing left in your bedroom and your bitch man has moved out on your stupid ass.
Now, you are here on Kelleys webpage making threats…youre liable to end up in jail? That is a threat. You want to get legal? Youve just entrapped yourself right here you fucking idiot. I wouldnt really expect much else, though.
Dont flatter yourself by saying that Kelley cant handle her own, because she can..it just so happens that in the process youve pissed off a couple of “friends that she doesnt have.”
Its obvious that at the root of this situation is the pain youre feeling regarding your current situation and I guess this is the only way to deal with it. But you will go to bed every night with your actions and your words, the actions and the words that have ruined things in your life. Kelley doesnt have to worry about any of those things.
Wow, Kelley told you she slept at Amandas. Wonder why? Because its none of your goddamn business where she is. Thats why. Its hilarious that you seem to think youre entitled to knowing her whereabouts at all times. Really fucking hilarious.
You are all talk, you always have been, always will be. Refrain from making idle threats because they may lead you somewhere you dont want to end up.